In the last few days, there have been a few things that have broken down… Some are easy to replace: my work laptop – done, my mp3 player – sort of done, home laptop – still trying to get my stuff out of there, my bedroom window – need a “husband 4 rent” to fix it soon will be fixed!
Nevertheless, these are material things… There are some other things that are taking time to be fixed: trust – a former friend was so inmatured that blackmailed me with a silly non-sense thingy… That trust was broken and even though I forgave and forget the action, for me, trust is like crystal… Once broken cannot be really mended… Another thing that was finally broken (recently) was the love I felt for an old friend – there have been ups and downs as any real friendship… Forgive, forget and moving forward… However, this person promised to do something last week… I waited the whole weekend, and those of you that really care about me, know that it was a rough weekend, new med sent me to the bathroom throwing up more than 3 hrs + super high-blood pressure… Needless to say, I hoped this person would call to apologize for not honoring her word… So far haven’t heard from her… I just hope she wouldn’t expect me to do what she wants because the little trust/love I had for her might have been flushed down along with the throw up last Saturday… Harsh? Well, not really I love her but I have decided sometime back that my life is better off without egocentric people… I choose to be around with real and genuine people that vibrate at my frequency and do things from their heart guided by God.. In this way I can learn from these people and improve myself..
